Life and Beyond

i fail to understand life.i seriously doubt it.i mean i dont understand it.what is the purpose of life? a wise friend of mine once told me it is achieving ur own goals..and what if we achieve our goals?set new ones and achieve them? what if we dont wanna do this ? we are tired of everything ? now you might question me that is actually comitting one of the deadly sins? sloth? than what about lust ? that was comitted by our ancestors ? In India,Kings used to keep multiple princesses. Forget humans.What about God? Didn't Lord Krishna had over 16000 wives? Was he allowed to have it? you may answer that he is God and he can do whatever he wants.then who decided that there will be one super power and he may create further subordinates who will create humans ? who decided to make God ?....why does anything exists? even God? the whole world is nothing but a stupid test which decides whither you get hell or heaven ?...or perhaps a retest ? again back to earth ? with same aimless meaningless life?..now you maybe thinking that salvation is actually our ultimate goal. but why ? why are we given a miserable life in the first place ? Don't you dare say because of a stupid apple! anyone of you can leave useful solutions in comment box..but my whole question is why is there a 'cause' for every 'effect' ? somehow i m sick of answers like "things are the way they are...and if you don't like them you can't do anything about them"...see now i m repeating the 'misery point' all over again...Seriously What is Life and beyond? and why?

             Even Factually correct and precise domain of science i.e. Physics cannot answer why things behave the way they do ?  They only take questions like "how".


i m pretty convinced that at this point, there is nothing that is going to satisfy my urge of knowledge for every answer and not even red herring idioms like "ignorance is bliss". Sarcasm is the last thing i want from anyone until i finally give up on him.