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I am writing this post in not a very good mood so if my complaints fret you over and you happen to be one of those the megalomaniacs type then you can happily avoid this post.

But if you have chosen otherwise...

Its one of those times in your life when everything seems worthless,nothing seems to amuse you and in every situation you find yourself to be forcefully smiling even though you don't like it internally.No guys ! ....this is not a post about someone who is weening about how his dating life sucks or how his last couple of girlfriends dumped him.No.
In-fact,it has got nothing to do with any of that.

these are actually my general feelings towards life nowadays.
worthless,purposeless,careless,misunderstood,rude, and finally ruthless.
Life looks quite perplexing right now and I often end up looking into black space at night thinking absolutely nothing, although many things try to occupy my mind.

Days pass which make me feel like i m a machine without any human emotions and a body without any soul and above all a person without any qualities.someone without any future.No financial security.absolutely nothing.I feel "It wouldn't make any difference if you were not here-you are totally unnecessary" your thoughts and opinions don't matter to anyone"

You guys might have concluded up-till now that the blogger is very pessimistic but if my true feelings are like this then I can't really help it.
Can I?

Sorry for a very stupid and boring post but I wanted to blurt it out somewhere.And What can be better than your own blog?
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